I'm really not sure how my mom is making it through because I am having a hard time...
Ryan passed his First Class board for Boy Scouts on Wednesday night and the first thing I wanted to do after he told me was to tell him to call and tell Grampa. Of course, I caught myself and didn't do it. Instead I had tears in my eyes thinking about it because I know Grampa would be SOOO proud of him!
Thoughts of Wayne pop into my head at random moments and I have a hard time accepting that he is no longer with us. It's so hard...
I think of my mom alone in the house or at the camper without him and it makes me tear up. I think of his birthday coming up and the kids ALWAYS called and left him a birthday message on the answering machine.
I've never lost anyone this close to me and never expected it to be this hard....
I MISS YOU WAYNE!
2 comments:
I hear you Tina. Mom came to church today and we sang How Great Thou Art. This was song at the service in Maine. I was crying through it. It is hard.
Bev
It is very hard, and getting harder knowing that i"m going home after to work to be greated only by Elliot. It is so loney, I don't know if I will get use to this very soon. But I appreciate all of yous thinking about Wayne and how important he was. Have the kids sing happy birthday to him on his birthday anyway, I will certainly be thinking about him then and will have to go do something that day. Love MOM
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